Expectation-Fair-Wound-OVER?!

Hemophiliacs have been told to be careful not to have any kind of cut or it will be the last chance to live.-No matter how big the cut or what the cause of injury is .

There are so many wounds that can put an end to good emotions, no matter what the size of wound is, or how deep the cut, it is just the crack to let the positive things flow away.

What doesn’t kill you make you strong. But sometimes what doesn’t kill you just makes you drained, all the wounds may seem healable but the scars are standing forever.

More grown up we become, less ability to recover. Since being an adult, we know about DOS and DON’TS and putting the entire puzzle again to compare, to learn ,to avoid is not more enjoyable.

Universe is still on its trip and sun is the sun and moon is the moon, but feelings can be changed, can get hurt. Let’s stop assuming all wounds reparable and could be taken care LATER-The day After or SOON…let’s just avoid wounds. Harsh manners and ….

I can’t put my thoughts together any more,(Puzzle again messed up and puzzle is no more a game ,nor pleasant-time for REAL life) being so concerned and all best that I can make and do and still getting sharp and deep wounds doesn’t seem right nor fair….

The day when we are going to know ALL may not so far but since then should we open to all the wounds and UNWANTED interfaces?

Have to be just more careful about everything we have around us and nothing is around us by accident, they are there because we wanted them around. Unwanted things-thoughts-behaviors can be gone in a snap..1-2-3…and it is gone. Just name it!

Should I call it a history, should I heal my wound or avoid the next wound? Should I listen to my heart or my logic .

Coming from where I left just because of unfair behavior, expecting the whole new life, more getting to the idea that sky is the same everywhere and people are the ONE unity, makes me feel like asking why? WHY did I leave the land where was unfair although the unfair is spread everywhere and you are not treated as you treat others.

June 1, 2007

{Neda-demolished thoughts and mashed philosophy of unity of being with someone.-
Tired of being nice for some body (people) who doesn’t(don’t) care. If you are admitting them you are good otherwise you are bitch-bad-unwanted creature around.WHEN IS THE TIME I SEE THE FRUITE? WHEN IS IT…?Is it the time to start over..? }