Majority-Comfort zone

Majority-Comfort zone.

If you are similar to the neighbor’s kid ,if you are drinking your milk and brushing your teeth on a regular daily basis with no question of why..you are a good kid.

If you study at school and just book based education processing no matter what is going on out of class, you are a good student

If you are answering to your e-mails in less than a minute and put all your life and energy and concern at your work and act like a dead wood you are an AWSOM employee.

If you are a house wife like others, making a pony tail while shopping and dressing up to restaurants and wearing high heels not because you like but because it s a MUST, you are the best woman.

If you finish your music and played all the notes, no matter what your feelings are toward music and how it affects your spirit, you are a great musician.

If you can finish an art piece just like others very neat and people-LIKABLE way, you are good, no matter you have a new idea or how it made your day just to paint for your own sake? No obligation in pleasure.

Some people are happy with finishing something and I am happy with the starting. Start is always fresh, it is always inspiring and enjoying, I may not finish a job, but the journey is enjoyable, for me the NOW and HERE is more important than THEN and THERE.

Call me Crazy, call me Irresponsible. Humiliate me, as my math teacher did, me not finishing up the formula, nag at me like my Mama did not finishing sewing lesson, complain about me as my Dad did about not finishing Piano till end, humiliate me like they do at work for I don’t put all my life on Papers.

This is who I am, used to criticize myself a lot: why I am like this, why I can’t put all my clothes in a same type folding shape…why I am careless,….why I have more bad hair days than others….but more I grow more I realize this is who I am and I should be happy with this, this doesn’t mean I am bad or good, I am Neda as It is and if I am horrible I wouldn’t have come to this world, if so why God created a disaster piece like me? was he tired of creating? Or did he just start to create Neda and left her unfinished? Undone!?Am I Undone Majority!?

We have to be in that Gold framed group, named Majority. This way we are definitely more welcomed in our family among our friends and mostly by our employer:
predictable,loyal,faithful!!!

Hippism brought the idea of being cool and so many people I have seen that they try SO hard to be careless, to be unpredictable!!why?!all of us are good and when we learn to make ourselves happy with our current existence(not the desired future planned one) we are the most fortunate person on the planet.

Some cultures stole the chance from us to live our own way, they brain washed us to believe in what they want us to believe, but CANADA the freedom land gave us the ground now spread the routs deep down on the earth or on the surface or wherever you like…live it….!

Let people look for that Comfort zone: TO BE ACCEPTABLE BY OTHERS

I am out of that comfort zone and I appreciate my current relationship, which gives me the wing to fly above all the roofs and dark rooms! I appreciate my new home and my new feelings,

I am happy with Neda!I am happy with Life..I am happy with sky-wind-sun-earth-stars-people……..

(I got an e-mail how bad I am dealing with TRANSFERING the call to my colleague..
How can a person be bad at just TRANSFERING the unrelated call to some one else!!!!Only mood-disorderd person can understand this!!)

J
Neda (Careless, Care Free,anti responsiblist)