I am questioning,,,,

I am questioning the fact that we HAVE to be with someone,,,gay or straight,..we have to be with someone..said by who?in past we wanted to manipulate..now with no passion to have any creature from us to suffer like us,,,,why we need to be with someone?

why did they teach us so strictly to believe that humans are social creatures who have to communicate around the clock and never host the peace and silence.

Is it the media again!?I would say yes…any movie/program is about couples or singles looking for mating.

Is it the banks?YES,,,joint account is better and as a couple you may go under bigger debts…

Is it the government ?YES,,,as couples you are so involved in conflict relationship that you don’t even have the energy to think about who sold what to who or who signed which commitment?(only single friends of mine know the book release,,,political events,,,,couples are miserably involved and drained physically and mentally,,,

Legs up,silence..a book and again silence...SILENCE...I don't want to communicate for a change,,I am a hermit..

But as a piece of that WHOLE,,,,we can’t fight .or as cliche says: we can’t swim off the flow,,, The arbitrary aspect of me-you-he-she is having OTHER side,,,

If I can find the answer It may be easier to tolerate the unfair effort of people of OTHER planet...
I am looking forward to find an answer,,I need to know..


A nightmare evening of mine.Heaviness of my hands and head is because of the illness or anger or helplessness or maybe it is the result of lack of hope to share with no bite on your tongue...